Rina.. says (9:12 PM):
..can i be a lil serious?
without being mocked?
Lucas says (9:13 PM):
ofcourse you can
Rina.. says (9:13 PM):
i must have damn good self control.
i know i'm not mentally stable.
i can tell from doing the most simple things and yet getting really pissed off by them.
my dad's a drunk asshole
Rina.. says (9:14 PM):
he uses a mug to drink wine (i don't know why, he just does)
everytime i'm putting the mug away
i want to throw it. either at the ground or his head.
i want to smash the "world's best dad" mugs.
and i swear one day i'm going to have a mental breakdown in school from some retarded question/problem/annoying kid bragging about their money
Rina.. says (9:15 PM):
and no one's gonna give a shit
they'll label me looney and not talk to me anymore

wtf am i supposed to do?
Lucas says (9:15 PM):
idunno
Rina.. says (9:15 PM):
exactly :/

and there's my pain of the day.

went to second family's.
we were playing a game.
we being me, my 2 "cousins", and my mom
my dad goes up to my mom asking for the car keys
and she decides we have to go home
i hate my life.

and i totally see that school thing happening.
then i'd be a loner.
and everyone from my old school would be right.